The
Chapter Of Not Dying A Second Time
The Osiris Ani, whose word is truth, saith:- Hail, Thoth! What is it that hath happened to the children of Nut? They have waged war, they have upheld strife, they have done evil, they have created the fiends, they have made slaughter, they have caused trouble; in truth, in all their doings the strong have worked against the weak. Grant, O might of Thoth, that that which the god Tem hath decreed [may be done!] And thou regardest not evil, nor art thou provoked to anger when they bring their years to confusion, and throng in and push in to disturb their months. For in all that they have done unto thee they have worked iniquity in secret. I am they writing-palette, O Thoth, and I have brought unto thee thine ink-jar. I am not of those who work iniquity in their secret places; let not evil happen unto me.
The Osiris, the
scribe Ani, whose word is truth, saith:- Hail, Temu! What manner
of land is this unto which I have come? It hath not water, it
hath not air; it is depth unfathomable, it is black as the
blackest night, and men wander helplessly therein. In it a man
cannot live in quietness of heart; nor may the longings of love
be satisfied therein. But let the state of the Spirit-souls be
given unto me instead of water and air, and the satisfying of the
longings of love, and let quietness of heart be given unto me
instead of cakes and ale. The god Tem hath decreed that I shall
see thy face, and that I shall not suffer from the things which
pain thee. May every god transmit unto thee his throne for
millions of years. Thy throne hath descended unto thy son Horus,
and the god Tem hath decreed that thy course shall be among the
holy princes. In truth he shall rule from thy throne, and he
shall be heir to the throne of the Dweller in the fiery Lake
[Neserser]. In truth it hath been decreed that in me he shall see
his likeness, and that my face shall look upon the face of the
Lord Tem. How long then have I to live? It is decreed that thou
shalt live for millions of years, a life of millions of years.
Let it be granted to me to pass on to the holy princes, for
indeed, I have done away all the evil which I committed, from the
time when this earth came into being from Nu, when it sprang from
the watery abyss even as it was in the days of old. I am Fate and
Osiris, I have made my transformations into the likeness of
divers serpents. Man knoweth not, and the gods cannot behold the
two-fold beauty which I have made for Osiris, the greatest of the
gods. I have given unto him the region of the dead. And, verily,
his son Horus is seated upon the throne of the Dweller in the
fiery Lake [of Neserser], as his heir. I have made him to have
his throne in the Boat of Millions of Years. Horus is stablished
upon his throne [among his] kinsmen, and he hath all that is with
him. Verily, the Soul of Set, which is greater than all the gods,
hath departed. Let it be granted to me to bind his soul in fetter
in the Boat of the God, when I please, and let him hold the Body
of the God in fear. O my father Osiris, thou hast done for me
that which thy father Ra did for thee. Let me abide upon the
earth permanently. Let me keep possession of my throne. Let my
heir be strong. Let my tomb, and my friends who are upon the
earth, flourish. Let my enemies be given over to destruction, and
to the shackles of the goddess Serq. I am thy son. Ra is my
father. On me likewise thou hast conferred life, strength, and
health. Horus is established upon his tomb. Grant thou that the
days of my life may come unto worship and honour.
© 1999 Rita Carla Francesca Monticelli