47 LITTLE DROPS OF NECTAR
Bhavananda had been a professional decorator before meeting Srila
Prabhupada, and so Prabhupada engaged him in the propensity by asking him
to decorate the altar for the first Radha-Krsna Deities in America.
Bhavananda had just completed his work and was bowing down before the forms
of Radha and Krsna when Srila Prabhupada entered the room.
"Oh, very nice," Prabhupada said. "Who has done this?"
"I have, Srila Prabhupada," Bhavananda replied.
"Yes," said Srila Prabhupada, "you can decorated the naked dancing
club and go to hell or you can decorate the temple and go back to Vaikuntha."
When Srila Prabhupada stayed in Los Angeles, a two-year old boy
named Bhakta Visvareta became very attached to him, and Prabhupada showed
him special mercy. Bhakta Visvareta used to crawl up the stairs and
into Prabhupada's room without knocking. He would sit with his back
straight before Prabhupada, and when Prabhupada gave him some prasadam,
he would not eat it unto Prabhupada asked him to do so. Prabhupada
was very pleased that at such a young age, the boy could chant japa, recite
verses, and sing and dance in kirtana. When Bhakta Visvareta was
five years old, Prabhupada asked his parents to send him to the Gurukula
in Dallas. Then one time when Prabhupada visited Dallas, he again
met with Bhakta Visvareta, and it was like the reunion of two old friends.
Yet at this time Bhakta Visvareta was extremely shy. He
wouldn't bow down or say do anything in Prabhupada's presence. He
just stood there looking down. Prabhupada began to pinch him in several
places and tugged at his sikha, but the boy wouldn't respond. Then
Prabhupada finally asked him whether he would like a sweetball. Bhakta
Visvareta nodded his head yes. Prabhupada had his servant get one,
and they gave it to him. When he took it and immediately ate it,
Prabhupada smiled and said, "Ah, he is a devotee of prasadam."
48 PRABHUPADA SAID
On the origin of the living entity
"The next question about the living entity falling down in this
material world and not from the impersonal Brahma. Existence in the
impersonal Brahma is also within the category of non Krsna consciousness.
Those who are in the Brahma effulgence are also in a fallen condition,
so there is no question of falling down from a fallen condition.
When fall takes place, it means falling down from the non fallen condition.
"The non fallen condition is Krsna consciousness. So long
as one can maintain pure Krsna consciousness, he is not fallen. As
soon as he is out of Krsna consciousness, he is fallen down. It does
not matter where a living entity stays. In the material world also
there are different stages of living conditions, and to remain in the Brahma
effulgence is also another phase of that fallen condition. Just like
in the Bhagavad gita it is stated that conditioned souls by their pious
activities are elevated to the higher planetary systems, but as soon as
their stock of pious activities is finished they again come down on the
earthly planet. Similarly those who are elevated beyond the planetary systems
to the Brahma effulgence, they are also prone to fall down as much as the
living entity from a higher planetary system."
Letter of June 13, 1970
49 PERSONAL
His wearing a hat and other striking, causal poses and attitudes.
Sometimes Srila Prabhupada would wear a "swami" hat at a comical
angle with the flaps sticking out on either side of his head. Sometimes
he would lie with his body draped across his sitting place, feet and legs
hanging over the bolster pillows, completely relaxed. Sometimes he
would transcendentally doze in a sitting position in his room. Of
course, he did not behave so casually when guests were around.
His walk with his cane was aristocratic, as was the tilt of his
head. Everyone received him as a refined gentleman. He was
usually seen in public with a large entourage. Often when he was
alone or at least in smaller groups, the casual and graceful poses of his
body, sitting or walking, his movements in holding a chalice of water,
the pinky extended (a mudra signifying perfection), the silk cuff of his
sleeve showing under his sweater, and then the soft, smooth lined palms
of his hands displayed while talking - all these charmed and pacified the
heart.
Sometimes Prabhupada would be preaching at length and then suddenly
stand up and walk out of the room, while everyone waited for his return.
On his exit and on his re-entry, everyone would bow down. These small,
pleasurable aspects of his presence were a background to the serious business
of life with Srila Prabhupada. Prabhupada was stern and grave, always
talking about immediate plans, heavy surrenders that he asked of
his disciples. And yet the steady joy of being with Prabhupada was
always there. Both were there - the joys of being near his person
and the heaviness of his orders. And in his presence, Krsna's protection
was always there.
50 SERVICE IN SEPARATION
"Our meeting and separation in the material world is like the
flowing tide of the river. During the flowing tide of the river,
so many different floating articles meet together, and with the flowing,
they again become separated by the movement of the waves. That is
exactly the way of material life. But our separation, although it
resembles exactly the material way, is completely different. In the
spiritual world, separation is more relishable than meeting. In other
words, in spiritual life there is no separation. Separation is eternal,
and meeting is also eternal. Separation is simply another feature
of meeting."
Letter of April 3, 1969
"The fact that Prabhupada had the potency to empower young boys
and girls to go all over the world and establish this movement is
a transcendental reality. That was his glory. And the people
who were not physically with Prabhupada, they were having just as intense,
and sometimes more intense, experiences. Prabhupada was sometimes
more intensely present in those places.
"The reality of Prabhupada's appearance on the earth is even
today expanding. It's not that he is a material person - that's the
whole point. Prabhupada was not a human being confined only to wherever
he was personally present. His personal presence was special; and
those were special pastimes. But practically Prabhupada was like
the sun - he expanded his potency everywhere. And he is still doing
so. Prabhupada is the jagat guru who expands himself all over the
world and is continuing to expand himself into the hearts of everyone.
"That is stated in the Bhagavatam in the case of Suta Gosvami:
tam sarva-bhuta-hrdayam manim anato 'smi. Suta said about his guru,
Suka, "I offer my obeisances to my spiritual maser, who enters into the
heart of everyone." And similarly, Vyasadeva glorified his guru,
Narada, by saying: tvam paryatann arka iva tri-lokim antas-caro vayur ivatam-saksi.
"you are just like the sun. You go everywhere, exactly like the sun,
all over the universe." So Vyasadeva said antas-cara: you actually
enter within everything. And you actually enter within everything.
And vayur iva: you are just like the wind. "Just as the air goes
inside your body," so he said, "my spiritual maser can go inside and outside
of everything." So it should be understood that Prabhupada actually
was and is expanding himself all over the whole universe."
Hridayananda dasa Gosvami Acaryadeva
"Someone who takes the Bhaktivedanta Book Trust very seriously,
they consider that to be their relationship with Prabhupada. I consider
that I was his personal servant for helping to manifest his books as quickly
as possible. My relationship with Prabhupada has always been in that
way, by reading his books, and distributing his books on sankirtana, and
I've never felt lack of association. When I was editing his books
I felt completely fulfilled just handing in those chapters every week.
It was all I wanted in life.
Devamrta Swami
"I know that as long as we try to please Prabhupada by preaching
within ISKCON, then we cannot go wrong. So my shelter, when Prabhupada
left the planet, was to stay in his society with the devotees and the preaching
that is going on. I know that Prabhupada will bless anyone who stays
in this society, especially his disciples.
Jaya Madhava dasa
"I know how Prabhupada felt about different aspects of the Mayapur
project. One day I was walking up the road when all of a sudden it
just flashed in my mind that this road is so sacred because Prabhupada
used to take his morning walk here. Feelings like that give you stronger
affection and motivation in devotional service, in your project.
You see a spigot and it's dripping water, and you know how Prabhupada reacted
to that - that Prabhupada consciousness is there,"
Anakadundubhi dasa
"Devotees come here to Prabhupada's house in Vrndavana, and they
become completely absorbed in the mode of service here. Many of them
just come and sit here alone and remember Prabhupada while chanting.
There were so many intimate experiences here for many of Prabhupada's devotee,
just in these few rooms. So I realise that Prabhupada's house is
a special place for so many of Prabhupada's loving disciples who had many
personal exchanges with Prabhupada here. If the place is not being
taken care of nicely, that's an offense to them as well, because it means
that Prabhupada's memory isn't being maintained nicely."
Daivisakti-devi dasi
"I have probably read the books about four or five times since
Prabhupada left the planet, and one thing I can say is that I have begun
to feel that I am actually with Prabhupada when I read his books.
I think, "Now is the time to sit down with Prabhupada." Just as if
Prabhupada were coming to your temple, if you could get away and listen
to him speaking, you certainly should. When the guru is speaking,
the disciple should come as soon as possible. So in that way, I try
to give time every day to reading Prabhupada's books."
Rohini-nandana dasa
"I think my relationship with Prabhupada to a large extent revolves
around duty. He gave me my service, and I think that a devotee should
not ask for any different service. He should have his service given
him by his spiritual master until he is asked to do something else, even
if that means he does it all his life. It took me about ten years
to come to this point. Before this, there would always be doubts
coming in that 'Maybe something else... Maybe I'm not so suited to this
and should do something else.' But I think that in most cases it
is maya. A devotee is given a certain service and just like in an
army, you have to do your duty even if you are going to be killed.
This is for me a very strong principle in my consciousness of Prabhupada,
that I cannot give up the duty of pushing on Krsna consciousness in my
area.
Bahudak dasa
"Thank you very much and all the devotees for offering me a garland
daily as you were doing when I was physically present. If a disciple
is constantly engaged in carrying out the instructions of his spiritual
master, he is supposed to be constantly in company with his spiritual master.
This is called vani-seva. So there are two kinds of service to the
spiritual master. One is called Vani seva means 'executing the instruction,'
and vapuh seva means 'physically personally rendering service.' so
in the absence of physical presentation of the spiritual master, the vani
seva is more important."
Letter of August 22, 1970
Prabhupada Nectar
Anecdotes from the Life of His Divine Grace
A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
Founder-Acarya of the International Society for Krsna Consciousness
1 Although Srila Prabhupada taught by constantly giving encouragement
to his disciples, he could also teach by humiliating them and thus very
quickly bringing them to a better self-awareness. Many devotees give
testimonies of these sometimes brief but powerful moments with Srila Prabhupada.
Once on a walk along Juhu Beach with Srila Prabhupada, Giriraja
was describing the preaching he had done to newspaper men.
"Yes, you are a very good public relations man," said Srila Prabhupada,
which made Giriraja feel highly elated. But a little later the discussion
turned to humility. Giriraja said that sometimes he felt he wasn't
really doing anything for Krsna and the Krsna consciousness movement.
"That is good," said Prabhupada, "that feeling is humbleness."
"But sometimes", said Giriraja, "that feeling is turned into
maya."
Srila Prabhupada stopped walking and looked abruptly at his disciple.
"Being turned into maya?' said Prabhupada. "You are always
in maya!" These words hit Giriraja so strongly that he immediately
offered obeisances before Srila Prabhupada. He had suddenly realised
his actual position and had gained a glimpse of Srila Prabhupada's
position as his spiritual master.
Another time, Nava-yogendra got a dose of the same medicine.
He was chanting in a room with Srila Prabhupada, who pointed out that Nava-yogendra's
bead bag was on the floor. "No, Prabhupada, it's on my chadar," said
Nava-yogendra.
"But you walk on that chadar", Prabhupada said. "You have
no respect for your bead bag?" Nava-yogendra accepted the criticism,
but took heart and began chanting loudly. Then Prabhupada remarked,
"Don't chant so loudly." So Nava-yogendra began to chant quietly.
But Prabhupada said, "If you are chanting, you should not disturb the spiritual
master."
On a morning walk into the fields near Bhaktivedanta Manor in
England, Rohini-nandana dasa - in his first face-to-face exchange with
Srila Prabhupada - got a similar treatment. Prabhupada and the devotees
were walking down the narrow, winding country road when they came upon
a sign that said "Horticultural Show." Prabhupada pointed to the
sign with his cane and asked, :What is horticultural?" The devotees
stopped walking, but no one said anything until Rohininandana spoke from
the back of the group.
"Srila Prabhupada" he said, "I think it means fruits and flowers
and vegetables growing." Prabhupada turned quickly and looked back
at Rohininandana. "You think! You do not know? You think?"
Rohininandana bashfully hung his head and became speechless, while everyone
else gathered around, looking from Rohininandana to Srila Prabhupada.
Prabhupada banged his cane on the ground and repeated, "You think?
You do not know?" Rohininandana did not take the reprimand lightly;
he felt that a whole lifetime's pride of "I think" had been smashed to
pieces by Prabhupada.
2 Many devotees saw Srila Prabhupada drive away small and large dogs
by raising his cane and crying out, "Hut!" When Nanda Kumara was
travelling with Prabhupada, he saw Prabhupada do this in a dangerous situation
and later he had the opportunity to try the technique himself.
While Prabhupada and the devotees were walking on the beach in
California, a large Doberman pinscher dog approached them, snarling and
baring his teeth. Prabhupada continued walking peacefully, but Nanda
Kumara stopped and tensely faced the dog. This challenge only provoked
the dog into more threatening and growling, until Nanda Kumara turned and
ran to catch up to Prabhupada. But as soon as he ran, the Doberman
Pinscher pursued him, barking and threatening to attack. Before the
dog reached them, however, Prabhupada suddenly turned. He crouched
with his feet somewhat apart, raised his cane high over his head and gave
a loud "Hut!" - and made a growling sound at the dog. At this display
from Prabhupada the dog turned and retreated quickly back to his home.
Months later Nanda Kumara recalled Prabhupada's method and tried
it one a large monkey Jaipur. While Srila Prabhupada was staying
at the Radha-Govinda temple in Jaipur, he and his party were being harassed
by the monkeys there, who stole food and clothes. While the monkeys
were cooking, these monkeys would drop from the trees and steal capatis
off the stove. Prabhupada had advised the devotees to take a neutral
attitude toward the monkeys' mischief. But one time, while with the
devotees in Prabhupada's room, Nanda Kumara heard a monkey rattling the
kitchen door. He suddenly remembered the technique Prabhupada had
used on the beach with the large Doberman pinscher, and he decided to try
it with the thieving monkey. Quietly excusing himself from the room,
he picked up a club outside Prabhupada's door and walked toward a large
monkey, who had noticeably big biceps, growled back, bared its teeth, and
advanced toward him. Nanda Kumara turned and ran back into Prabhupada's
room, slamming the door behind him. Prabhupada had seen the whole
incident through the window and burst out laughing. "You do
not know the process!"
Nanda Kumara sat down in embarrassment. His imitation had
failed.
"Prabhupada," said Nanda Kumara,, "you have a special potency."
3 In 1971, when the ISKCON Mayapur project was in its beginning stages,
Prabhupada met with a group of devotee-planners to conceive designs for
the first buildings. Included in the plans was a residential building
for Srila Prabhupada, which the devotees took a special pleasure in discussing;
it would be a wonderful home for their spiritual master. Srila Prabhupada
had also agreed that the spiritual master's residence should be built even
before the construction of the magnificent temple for Radha-Krsna. But
one time when the devotees went before Prabhupada to discuss his residence,
they were surprised to find what he was not interested.
"I don't require a house," said Prabhupada."
The devotees were baffled. "But this has been part of the
planning all along."
He repeated, "I do not want a house."
"But you will have to live somewhere."
"I will live in a simple hut."
The planners went away from this conversation confused about
how to construct the Mayapur city without a place for Srila Prabhupada.
But after conferring among themselves, they realised the defect was in
their presenting the idea to Prabhupada. So they went back and tried
again.
"Srila Prabhupada, Mayapur is the central place for our movement,
and people must learn to worship the guru there. So we would like
to show you the plans for your residential building. In this way,
by making a nice place, the whole Vaisnava sampradaya will be honoured."
"Yes, that's true." Prabhupada now agreed, and discussions
about his residence continued in a positive way. As long as the discussions
had been whether Prabhupada would like to have a big house, he had shown
no enthusiasm. But when the plan was presented as service to Krsna,
Prabhupada's interest was strong.
4 Srila Prabhupada noted symptoms of prakrta-sahajiya - the tendency
to take devotional service cheaply and to imitate the realisations of highly
advanced devotees - in one his artist-disciples, and he gave him early
warnings of danger.
One time in Vrndavana, the artist brought a sketch before Srila
Prabhupada for his approval before beginning a serious painting.
Srila Prabhupada's first remark was, "Is this Siva and Parvati?"
"No, Srila Prabhupada, it is Radha-Krsna."
"They look too old," said Srila Prabhupada." They
should look no more than sixteen years old - very fresh youth."
The artist went back to work and redid the sketch. But
when Prabhupada saw it the second time, he again said the couple looked
to old. He then showed his disciple a picture on his deck of the
ISKCON Calcutta Deities, Radha-Govinda, and he said, "They should be painted
like this. Krsna is a young sweet boy."
For the third time the artist did the sketch and showed it again
to Srila Prabhupada. Srila Prabhupada was still unenthusiastic.
But since he did not specifically forbid the work, the artist took this
as his permission and began to work on a large canvas. After weeks
of work, he brought his opus before Srila Prabhupada. The painting
showed Radha and Krsna on a swing. Krsna was lifting Radharani's
veil and looking into Her face in a very intimate, conjugal way.
The more traditional elements of Radha and Krsna standing together, appearing
in the artist's preliminary sketches, had evolved into a scene more imagined
by the artist.
"It is a concoction," said Srila Prabhupada. Despite all
the effort put into it by the artist, Srila Prabhupada couldn't spare feelings
on such an important, responsible matter as the depiction of Radha and
Krsna. In a mood of hurt pride, the artist took back the painting
and did not inquire further about what was wrong or what he should do to
rectify.
On another occasion in Mayapur, Prabhupada alerted the same artist
that his spontaneous expression was unauthorised. While painting
large portraits from the Caitanya-caritamrta on the boundary wall to ISKCON
Mayapur, the artist had created his own original Bengali verse and painted
it in large script. When Srila Prabhupada first noticed it, while
on a morning walk, he became disturbed.
"You should not have dared," he said. The verse employed
a metaphor praising Lord Caitanya and Lord Nityananda. Prabhupada
said the sentiment wasn't bad, although the Bengali wasn't perfect - but
the main objection was that his disciple had dared to put his own verse
on the wall rather than one provided by the previous acaryas, such as Narottama
dasa Thakura. Srila Prabhupada even mentioned the incident in that
morning's Bhagavatam class. "Don't concoct," he said, "The
sahajiya tendency is to take everything cheaply. Don't do this,"
said Prabhupada, "or you will become a sahajiya and everything will be
ruined."
5 While Prabhupada was living in Los Angeles in 1969, he got a letter
from one of his relatives stating that one of his brothers had died.
Prabhupada received this information in the presence of some of the devotees
and he informed them, "I have just received this letter saying that my
brother died. Previously my other brother died. These two brothers
were very nice. They wanted, to live long, healthy lives, but
they didn't care so much for Krsna consciousness. But my sister and
I," Prabhupada laughed softly, "we didn't want to live long, healthy lives.
We only wanted to do some service, and when Krsna wanted to, He would take
us. But now I see that my two brothers are both dead, and my sister
and I are living long, happy lives."
Srila Prabhupada was very fond of Mr Panilal Pithi, a friend
from Hyderabad. One time Mr Pithi came to Bombay and dropped in unexpectedly
to visit Prabhupada. Prabhupada had just begun his lunch. He
was glad to see his friend, however, and asked him to sit down and have
lunch with him. Prabhupada told his cook, Palika to make up a plate
for Mr Pithi. She stared back silently at Prabhupada because she
had hardly an extra food for serving another person. But Prabhupada
looked back steadily at her and again asked her to make the extra plate.
Palika came in with a plate, as best as she could arrange, for Mr Pithi.
Mr Pithi then got up to go to another room to wash his hands. But
as soon as Mr Pithi left the room, Srila Prabhupada, with the demeanour
of a surreptitious child, took his bowl of yoghurt from his plate and quickly
put it onto Mr Pithi's plate before he could come back and see.
Prabhupada's disciple Subhaga tells of his first meeting with
Prabhupada. Prabhupada noticed him in the temple room and asked him
his name. Subhaga answered with a few words in Bengali.
"Oh, you are a Bengali?" said Prabhupada. "Come to my room."
Subhaga followed as Srila Prabhupada entered his room.
There Prabhupada began changing his clothes. Keeping his body always
covered with cloth, he removed the dhoti while putting on his gamcha in
preparation for his massage. Prabhupada continued talking affectionately,
asking Subhaga about his life. Subhaga began to feel that he was
talking with a near and dear family relative, an affectionate, respected
grandfather. It was as if he had known Srila Prabhupada a long time,
although he had been in Prabhupada's association for only a moment.
While Prabhupada's servant knelt beside Prabhupada and began massaging
his head, Prabhupada began to explain Krsna consciousness to the newcomer.
6 SRILA PRABHUPADA SAID
On Management
Prabhupada advised that those who are leaders in ISKCON have
to know how to bend men without breaking them or making them angry.
After all, he said, it is all voluntary service.
George Harrison once said, "In the future, ISKCON will be so
large, it will require executive management."
Prabhupada replied, "I have divided the world into zones and
representatives. As long as they keep to the spiritual principles,
Krsna will help them."
A disciple with managerial responsibility approached Prabhupada
and expressed a desire to leave India. Prabhupada asked him to stay
on, but the devotee was determined to leave, and ultimately Prabhupada
conceded. But at one point Prabhupada said, "You can renounce management,
but I cannot. I have to stay and manage."
Once, on a visit to Boston, Srila Prabhupada had a meeting with
his ISKCON Press workers. Satsvarupa complained to Prabhupada that
he had so many duties in the temple that he was distracted in trying
to do all of them at the same time do press work too. Prabhupada
said, "Real management means to delegate it to others. You have so
many responsible devotees there, so you can delegate it to them."
While walking up the stairs in Mayapur one morning, Prabhupada
began complimenting Bhavananda.
"You are a good manager because you keep things clean.
If you can keep everything clean, then you are a good manager. That's
all there is to it." As they walked up the stairs, Prabhupada could
see that everything was shiny and clean; the walls, the pictures on the
walls, the marble floors, everything was clean. But when they went
to the roof, Srila Prabhupada found a scrap of paper and dust in a corner,
and he began to criticise everyone for neglect.
Once in India, Prabhupada was joined in his room by his senior
disciples Bhagavan,, Brahmananda and Giriraja.
"You are the future hope of the world," said Srila Prabhupada,
and he began to instruct them about the importance of attentive management.
"Just like your American Express corporation," he said.
"What have they done? They have simply taken pieces of paper and
for those pieces of paper you pay good money. But what have they
done? Actually they have done nothing. It is simply management.
You pay them some money and they give you a piece of paper, and if you
lose that piece of paper, they say, 'All right, we will give you another
piece of paper.' It is organisation. Simply from that management
they have made millions of dollars."
In Calcutta, when Abhirama dasa was the temple president, he
went one day to tell Srila Prabhupada that he was having difficult with
his marriage. Prabhupada asked him what was the difficult.
"She wants that I should be engaged in more pujari work and chanting
rather than management."
Srila Prabhupada replied, "She is less intelligent. Management
is spiritual activity. Just like Arjuna fighting."
"There is no difference between chanting Hare Krsna or sankirtana
and doing one's assigned work in Krsna consciousness. Sometimes we
have to do so much managerial or office work, but Lord Caitanya promises
us that because in Kali-yuga this is required for carrying out the preaching
mission. He gives assurance that we will not become entangled by
such work.. When the work has to be done, do it first, then chant.
But you must fulfil at least 16 rounds daily. So, if necessary, sleep
less, but you have to finish your minimum number of rounds."
Letter of January 2, 1972
7 SRILA PRABHUPADA TELLS A STORY
Srila Prabhupada would speak from a large repertoire of traditional
stories and apply them in different ways. His use of the story
about the brahmana who lost his caste illustrates this nicely.
In India, there is a custom that Hindus never take their meals
in the house of a Muhammadan or Christian or anyone other than a Hindu
brahmana. But one brahmana was very hungry, and he went to a little
known acquaintance and asked for some food. The man supplied the
brahmana with a little foodstuff, but still hunger was not satisfied.
When the brahmana asked the man for more food, the man said that he was
sorry but he had no more.
"Oh," said the brahmana, disappointed. Then he asked, "Sir,
which caste do you belong to?"
"I am Muhammadan," the man replied. Then the hungry man
lamented, "Oh, I have lost my caste, and still I am hungry!"
Srila Prabhupada told this story on one occasion to a devotee-artist.
she had suggested to Prabhupada that should improve her artistic craftsmanship
by painting and selling non devotional pictures, and then after becoming
talented and famous, she could better paint for Krsna. Srila Prabhupada
replied that to come to the point of being a reputed artist would take
a long time, but a devotee's time is short - and is only for serving Krsna.
As for fame, Prabhupada said, according to Caitanya-caritamrta a man is
famous who is known as a great devotee of Krsna. So, if she insisted
on becoming a great artist, she would be like the brahmana who lost his
caste but his belly remain unfilled.
Another time Prabhupada applied the same story when a devotee
at Prabhupada's suggestion, tried to get Prabhupada a teaching position
on a college faculty. The salary they offered him was very low and
so Prabhupada rejected it. The devotee then thought that he had insulted
Prabhupada by even asking such a thing. Prabhupada wrote back assuring
the disciple that there was no offence but the offer was useless.
He related the story about the caste brahmana, then commented, "The idea
is that if we have to ask some service, there must be proper remuneration.
So I thought that since I required some money for my book fund, I might
gather some money in this way, but this does not satisfy my hunger.
So forget this incident."
8 PERSONAL
His Personal remnants
Once, after a servant shaved his hair, Prabhupada noticed that
he was saving little bits of grey hair. "What are you doing with
that?" The servant replied that he was saving it as remnants.
Prabhupada said, "It is muci. Hair is muci." When the servant
insisted that the disciples worship it, Prabhupada laughed and said, "All
right."
When he received extra sweaters as gifts, he would carry them
for a while in the suitcase and then personally give them away. He
gave away gold rings, once giving one each to his servant and his wife
on the occasion of their marriage. He carried watches and bead bags
and gave them all away. He gave everything away bit by bit, and always
he received more. What we gave him transformed into his charity to
others, while the personal effects he kept were very few.
His remnants of food
He liked to give prasadam from his hand and everyone liked to
receive it. It was not just food,, but the blessings of bhakti, the
essence of devotional service. Srila Prabhupada gave out prasadam
happily, calmly and without discrimination. When he gave to children,
they liked the sweet taste of it, in the form of a cookie or sweetmeat,
yet also they liked it as a special treat from Prabhupada, who sat on the
vyasasana leaning forward to them. Women liked it because they got
a rare chance to come forward and extend their hand before Prabhupada.
They felt satisfied and chaste. And stalwart men came forward like
expectant children, sometimes pushing one another just to get the mercy
from Prabhupada. To Prabhupada it was serious and important, and
he would personally supervise to make sure that a big late was always ready
for him to distribute. He wrote in Srimad Bhagavatam, "No Vedic sacrifice
is complete without distribution of prasadam." Although now prasadam
distribution in the Krsna consciousness movement is done on a huge scale,
as Prabhupada desire, it all started from his own hand, as he gave it out
one-to-one.
"Come", he would say, "take prasada". The fortunate receiver
would extend his arm, right hand, palm up, and Prabhupada touched him or
her with a small amount of foodstuffs. It fully satisfied the mind,
body and soul. With his deft hands and shapely fingers, selecting
pieces from the plate, he gave it out. He knew that the urchins in
Bombay and Bhubaneswara were coming mainly because their bellies were hungry.
and he also arranged to give out thousands of full plates of kicchri in
Mayapur. In the U.S.A he introduced the delicious vegetarian "Love
Feasts", teaching Westerners the art of cooking and eating. And so
all prasadam distribution goes back to the simple act initiated by Prabhupada
- his offering his remnants. No guest could leave his room without
it, even a hostile onlooker. "Come, please take."
9 One time while travelling on a train in India, Prabhupada asked
for somosas, and the devotees purchased a bagful. Then one of the
women began arranging to offer the food as prasadam for Prabhupada and
the devotees. In the presence of Prabhupada, she stood up and began
to make a place for an offering. She put down a cloth and placed
Krsna's picture there, got a plate and proceeded to prepare an offering.
Prabhupada was watching, but before she had placed the plate down on the
improvised altar, he stopped her.
"This is not the way to offer," he said, "in front of all these
people."
Prabhupada quoted a Sanskrit verse, beginning dravya-mulena sudhyati:
when a thing is purchased, even if its source is not pure, it can be offered
to Krsna. He also stated that sometimes in awkward circumstances
a devotee may have to offer food to Krsna mentally, as long as it is not
forbidden food.
One time, in Tehran, Iran, Prabhupada showed a similar flexibility
to time and place. Prabhupada's secretary had noticed that the devotees
were keeping frozen vegetables in the freezer. The secretary told
the devotees that they should immediately throw them all out. He
said that it was offensive to the guru to offer him vegetables that were
not fresh and that they did not understand Prabhupada's instructions.
"You don't know how angry he would get," said the secretary,
"if he saw these frozen vegetables. And you are feeding them to him!"
Nandarani, who was living in Tehran with her husband, Dayananda,
became distressed, since she was using the frozen vegetables in her cooking
for guests in their preaching dinners three nights a week. She went
to Prabhupada to ask what to do. By this time, Prabhupada had already
been informed by his secretary about the frozen vegetables.
"Why are you using frozen vegetables?" he asked.
"Because we have dinner parties," she replied. "We have
to feed them something. These dinner parties are our only preaching
here. If we can't feed them prasadam, then practically we are finished."
"That's all right," said Srila Prabhupada. "You cannot
get other vegetables?"
"No, Srila Prabhupada, nothing is available here. Maybe
we can feed them some potatoes."
"That's all right," Prabhupada said, "Use frozen vegetables.
It is part of our sankirtana."
10 According to the Bhagavatam verse, even the briefest association
with a pure devotee can bring one to the perfection of human life.
Srila Prabhupada, delivered many conditioned souls from illusion, sometimes
just by his merciful glance. For the person receiving his benediction,
such moments were experienced in a very personal, individual way; yet Srila
Prabhupada was able to give his blessings even while tending to many persons
at once.
Jaya Madhava dasa was standing in a crowd of devotees while Prabhupada
was getting into a car. As Prabhupada looked from the back seat at
the devotees, Jaya Madhava felt Prabhupada's glance fall on him.
It was as if Prabhupada was saying, "What are you doing here? Why
are you wasting your time in the material world?" This reciprocation
was a deeply sobering experience.
Another devotee, Ranacora dasa had been practicing Krsna consciousness
for a number of years under Srila Prabhupada's direction, but on one particular
visit by Srila Prabhupada to London, Ranacora received an unforgettable
boost through a brief but deep, personal exchange with his spiritual master.
It was in the crowded temple room. At the end of the lecture, Ranacora
asked a question of Prabhupada. "when you become initiated by the
spiritual master, does he take all of your karma, even if you might perform
sinful activities - does he take the suffering you might have received?"
Prabhupada replied heavily, "You must simply become ruled by
your spiritual master." Those words by Srila Prabhupada entered the
heart of his disciple, and his glance cut through all impersonalism.
Many devotees experienced the same thing - a moment or occasion
with Srila Prabhupada in which they realised their eternal relationship
with him in which they rejoiced to know it.
Once on a morning walk in the fields near Bhaktivedanta Manor,
Prabhupada was talking to a group of his disciples. Saksi Gopala
dasa was also there and received a special realisation. Prabhupada
was explaining how each humble creature in the universe is empowered by
Krsna with a small degree of His own mystical power, acintya-sakti.
Prabhupada explained that the frogs can breathe underground, the trees
can eat through their feet, and the grass can tolerate trampling that humans
could not endure. Then Prabhupada started criticising and laughing
at the material scientists and their limited vision. By his infectious
laughing, the devotees also began laughing. For a moment Prabhupada
looked directly at Saksi Gopala to whom it seemed the whole universe was
laughing with Prabhupada at the foolishness of the puffed up materialists.
In this way, another disciple suddenly met Prabhupada as if for the first
time and felt unforgettably grateful and convinced. This happened
not only to one or two, but almost every disciple knew it and realised
it in different ways.
Through his instruction, his books, his mission, and through
other devotees, Prabhupada constantly brought awareness of a disciple's
eternal relationship with guru and Krsna. After Prabhupada's disappearance,
his association is obtainable in the same way, provided the follower is
submissive. As Prabhupada replied, to one devotee when asked whether
the spiritual master was in the heart of the disciple, "Yes, if you let
me enter."
11 While Srila Prabhupada lived in Mayapur, his routine was punctuated
by visits and news from the various fronts in his world-wide campaign against
maya. Particularly welcome moments occurred when Prabhupada received
advance copies of his books. However, when he received a copy of
Srimad Bhagavatam, Canto 6, Volume 3, with its cover portrait of Lord Sankarsana
receiving worship from Citraketu and the four Kumaras, Prabhupada looked
at it only briefly and then went on with his routine. He went to
the roof, where he sat on a straw mat in the sunshine. There his
servant massaged him with mustard oil, and then Prabhupada bathed, took
prasadam, and rested for an hour in his upstairs room. According
to his regular habit, he came down from his room on the roof at about four
o' clock in the afternoon and then received guests in his main sitting
room on the second floor.
Anakadundubhi dasa had a small part to play in Srila Prabhupada's
daily routine, as each afternoon he brought Prabhupada a fresh garland
of flowers and applied candana paste to Prabhupada's forehead. On
the day that the Sixth Canto of the Bhagavatam arrived, Prabhupada took
it up again when he came down to his room. While his disciple stood
by waiting with the garland and candana paste, Prabhupada began to peruse
the book in his usual manner, looking first at the illustrations.
Prabhupada suddenly noticed Anakadundubhi and signified with a glance that
he could go ahead and put on the garland and the paste. The Prabhupada
continued to look through the book.
"Who has painted this?" asked Prabhupada as he looked at the
painting of Lord Sankarsana.
"That was done by Pariksit", said Anakadundubhi, who stood looking
over Prabhupada's shoulder at the open book in Prabhupada's hands.
Prabhupada then turned the page to a plate reproduction of Maha-Visnu lying
in the Causal Ocean, manifesting all the universes from His gigantic form.
"Who has painted this one?" asked Prabhupada.
"That's by Rancora dasa," began Anakadundubhi. Prabhupada
then began quoting from the Brahma-samita.
yasyaika-nisvasita kalam athavalambya
jivanti loma-vilaja jagad-anda-nathah
visnur mahan sa iha yasya kala-viseso
govindam adi-purusam tam aham bhajami
Prabhupada was just about to turn to the next page, when suddenly
a drop of wet candana paste fell from Prabhupada's forehead onto the page.
Anakadundubhi became frightened, expecting Prabhupada to reprimand him
for making the paste so runny that it had dripped onto the book.
But Prabhupada only touched it with his thumbnail and asked, "What is this?"
Anakadundubhi explained what it was, but Prabhupada said nothing.
Ordinarily the runny paste might have been enough to draw a word of disapproval
from Srila Prabhupada, but he was drawn so much into the Bhagavatam that
he continued his study of the book, overlooking the spot of sandalwood
paste that now adorned the page.
12 While Hridayananda Gosvami was Prabhupada's secretary in Mayapur,
he was pleased to see how Prabhupada like to hear his own singing of bhajans
on the tape recorder. Even while working, Prabhupada played a tape
and when the recording stopped, he asked that the other side be played
again. One day, in a very jolly mood while listening to his own singing
of haraye namah krsna, which had full harmonium, drum and karatala accompaniment
and a strong rhythm, Prabhupada began to speak.
"Just go everywhere, and play this tape and dance." He
motioned with his hands to show how the devotees should dance. "Go
all around the world performing like this, and people will be so much attracted
that you will make a million dollars!"
As the G.B.C. secretary responsible for all of South America,
Hridayananda Gosvami usually served Srila Prabhupada in a mood of separation
as he worked and travelled constantly on Prabhupada's behalf. But
he often enhanced his remembrance of Srila Prabhupada by playing his tapes
wherever he went. Serving in separation, he felt intensely close
to Srila Prabhupada, as much as when he was personally with him, if not
more so. Yet late at night after the demands of travelling, preaching,
and managing, Hridayananda Gosvami would put on a tape of Srila Prabhupada
singing and playing harmonium and as the transcendental sound of Prabhupada
entered his ears, Hridayananda felt even more increased feelings of loving
reciprocation for Srila Prabhupada. Thus vani (service to the order
of Srila Prabhupada) enhanced vapuh (service to the personal form of the
spiritual master). And conversely, vapuh enhanced vani).
13 When Srila Prabhupada was planning the layout of the temple room
in Mayapur, his disciples were also taking part.
"Where can we build a vyasasana?" one devotee asked. "Should
we put it at the other end of the temple facing the Deities?"
But another devotee objected, "Isn't that too far for you, Srila
Prabhupada? Will you be able to see the Deities from such a distance?"
Prabhupada replied strongly, There's no question of separation
of distance between me and Krsna." So the vyasasana was placed at the opposite
end of Sri Sri Radha-Madhava and Prabhupada could see Them very nicely.
One a departure from Australia, Srila Prabhupada was waiting
for his plane. Devotees had brought him a simple chair and he sat
in an outdoor garden, just outside the entrance to the airport. Watching
while hundreds of people walked in and out of the terminal, Prabhupada
sometimes inquired about their appearance and their clothing styles.
When he asked about the elevated shoes he saw men wearing, devotees explained
that they were called "stacks."
"Some of them are elevated five or six inches high," said Amogha
dasa. "People even twist their ankles trying to walk in them."
Prabhupada laughed lightly. "There is a Bengali proverb,"
he said. "Do something new." That is Western civilisation.
And they think that God is very old. Not new."
The devotees were feeling awkward and apologetic that Prabhupada
had to sit in such a crowded public place. One of them remarked,
"Some day, Prabhupada, we shall have our own airport."
"It is our airport," he said. "Everything belongs to Krsna.
So it is already ours."
14 PRABHUPADA SAID
On preaching
One day in Vrndavana, Prabhupada allowed a morning darsana in
his room, but some of the important devotees were absent. When he
asked where they were, he was told that some of the devotees were cleaning
the temple.
Prabhupada was surprised. "Cleaning the temple? We
can employ people to clean the temple. But one thing you cannot employ
people to do is preach. So they should hear from me when I am preaching,
or how will they preach?"
"If you feel at all indebted to me, then you should preach vigorously
like me. That is the proper way to repay me. Of course, no
one can repay the debt to the spiritual master, but the spiritual master
is very much pleased by such an attitude by the disciple."
Letter of August 14, 1976
"Yes, preaching is more important than management. Just
because you are preaching nicely and distributing so much prasadam, management
will follow like a shadow and Krsna will send you unlimited help."
Letter of November 21, 1971
One time in Hawaii Prabhupada was discussing how he was able
to defeat the non-devotees' arguments. "I know the art, like karate,"
he said, "of pushing on a person's weak spot until he dies. I find
their weak point and push until they die."
15 SRILA PRABHUPADA TELLS STORIES
About lazy men
Prabhupada was annoyed when devotees in Vrndavana repeatedly
walked in and out of his room and left the door open behind them, letting
in flies.
"Why are you leaving the door open?" he yelled. "It is
a contagious disease." And then he told a story.
An employer advertised for an opening in his firm and received
many applications. Based on these, he selected two men and asked
them to come for an interview. The employer then observed each man
carefully during the interview. When the first man entered the room,
he left the door open behind him. The employer spoke with him for
about fifteen minutes and then asked him to wait outside. When the
second applicant entered, he shut the door behind him. After speaking
with him, the employer asked him to also wait outside and then he
called in his secretary.
"That first man I spoke to," he said, "has all the qualifications,
but I have decided to give the job to the second man."
"Why is that?"
"Because the first man left the door open. It appears he
is a lazy fellow. The other man shut the door, so while he may not
be so qualified, he will learn 'quickly.'
In Hrsikesha, in 1977, Srila Prabhupada was staying with about
eight of his disciples in a house on the bank of the Ganges. One
day Prabhupada entered the kitchen and was astonished to see that the devotees
had cut up a huge amount of vegetables in preparation for lunch.
Prabhupada said they had cut enough vegetables to feed fifty people.
Commenting that his disciples had no common sense, Prabhupada then sat
in a chair and began directing them in all the details of the cooking.
He watched the rice boiling and tested it for softness. Then he personally
cooked the capatis. At this time, Prabhupada commented that only
a lazy man cannot cook, and he told the story of the lazy man.
There was a king who announced that all lazy men in his kingdom
could come to the charity house and be fed. Hundreds of people came
and they all said, "I am a lazy man." The king then told his minister
to set fire to the charity house. Everyone inside, except two
men, immediately ran out of the burning building. Of the two remaining,
one man said to the other, "My back is become very hot from the fire."
The other man advised, "just turn over to the other side." Seeing
these two, the king said, "They are actually lazy men. Feed them.
16 PERSONAL GLIMPSES
Prabhupada and His Photo
He liked the photo of himself on the back of the first Hare Krsna
"Happening" album. In that photo his hair seems to be standing on
end, and his visage is grave, penetrating, mystical. He said of that
photo, "A swami should look philosophical."
A disciple named Dhanesa told Prabhupada that he wanted a picture
of him with his mrdanga for a second record album, "Vande 'ham."
Prabhupada said, "I am not a professional musician that I should pose with
a mrdanga." He suggested instead more formal pictures, like those of his
own Guru Maharaja.
The guru is in his picture. "There is no difference between
me and my picture," he wrote in a letter. "Therefore we should honour
and keep pictures in that spirit. If we throw pictures this way and
that way, that is an offense. The name and the picture are as good
as the picture in the spiritual world. In the material world, either
picture or person, everything is illusion."
His Sense of Personal Worth
Once he explained the importance of the philosopher in human
society by a story. "In England," he said, "a philosopher was once
invited to meet with a famous theatre actor. The philosopher replied,
"I cannot meet with a dancing dog!" Prabhupada thought of himself
very humbly, as a servant of the servant, delivering the message of Krsna
consciousness. But because the gift of Krsna consciousness was very
important, therefore he was important, and he was empowered by his spiritual
master to deliver it. He taught the same to us; the importance of
the devotees who are serving the Lord.
Dancing
You can see his motion on films. Don't expect to see much
athletic jumping up and down. He would mostly start from the waist
and shoulders moving up and down in rhythm with kirtana, and then jump.
Dancing for Prabhupada always meant upraised arms and extended fingers,
like the depictions of Gaura and Nitai. That was how he introduced
dancing in his room at 26 Second Avenue, leading us around in a circle,
showing how you put your left foot to the right side and then your right
foot to the left side, and how you sway back and forth, with the arms always
upraised - Kirtanananda called it "The Swami step". Once in Chicago,
he admonished boys who were twisting disco style. Emphatically from
the vyasasana he upraised his arms. He did it once, and when the
dancers did not heed, he did it again: "Like this!"
It would come upon him at different memorable times, walking-dancing
with ecstatic kirtana at Ratha-yatras in London and Australia., or in temple
rooms packed with devotees, or before thousands at outdoor pandals in India.
Suddenly, creating waves of excitement - all devotees rising with him -
he would dance, and we would dance. He danced, and we are dancing.
17 Srila Prabhupada managed to encourage every one of his disciples.
He made them feel they had worth, that he loved them, and he showed that
he knew their particular problems.
Some were problem cases who could not work well with others and
some were always unsteady. One devotee with problems once came before
Srila Prabhupada and pleaded for some relief.
"Srila Prabhupada, I would like to apologise for being so fallen
and wretched. I never seem to be able to do anything right.
I try to give some advice to people, but it's no use. Because even
if I think I'm right, they tell me I'm wrong, so I just want your forgiveness
because I'm so confused."
Srila Prabhupada replied, "They criticised Lord Caitanya and
Krsna."
The dejected devotee was astounded to hear this. But he
thought maybe Prabhupada did not understand what he had meant.
"Srila Prabhupada, I am not trying to criticise Lord Caitanya
and Krsna. I'm just trying to apologise. I'm sorry that I'm
so fallen, that I'm not better than I am."
But Srila Prabhupada repeated, "They criticised Lord Caitanya
and Krsna. Even when Lord Krsna was here, they did not accept.
Only a few hundred people accepted that He was God. Everyone else
was criticising. And when Lord Caitanya was here they even threw
a pot at Lord Nityananda. They did not like to accept Him.
So what to speak of you and I?"
The dejected disciple then became overwhelmed to understand that
Srila Prabhupada had indeed understood him, understood him better than
he knew himself.
"Then what is to be done?" asked the disciple. "Just go
on trying?"
"Yes", said Srila Prabhupada.
There was a similar incident with a devotee photographer. He
had trouble rising early and in controlling his tongue from overeating.
He was not very regulated or prone to philosophy. But he liked taking
pictures for Srila Prabhupada's books, at which he was very good.
One day after following Srila Prabhupada to different places in his travels,
the photographer asked Prabhupada's permission so that he could return
to his home temple. Aware of his precarious weak situation in spiritual
life, he submitted himself before Srila Prabhupada saying, "Prabhupada,
I'm such a rascal."
"That is good," said Prabhupada. "You remain a rascal your
whole life." This statement confused the disciple. What to
make of it? Was Prabhupada delivering a curse to "remain a rascal?"
Then Srila Prabhupada explained. "Lord Caitanya was also called a
rascal. Do you know the story of Lord Caitanya and His spiritual
master?" Prabhupada's photographer suddenly felt that his mind and
his tongue were being controlled, for without event thinking he began to
tell the story of how Lord Caitanya was instructed by His spiritual master
that He was too foolish to understand Vedanta and that He should just chant
Hare Krsna. Prabhupada smiled and said no more. In this way,
another dejected disciple became pacified, realising his lack of intelligence
and the fact that his only hope was the holy name of Krsna.
Srila Prabhupada's ability in these and many other cases prove
him to be a great psychologist. Even when no one else could Srila
Prabhupada knew the ways and means to give a fallen servant some renewed
hope and strength. Neither did he do it by resorting to the mundane
techniques of personnel managers, who are often cynical and manipulative.
Yet, on behalf of Krsna, Srila Prabhupada was expert with people.
18 One day in Vrndavana, Prabhupada's servant Sruti Kirti heard him
yelling from his room on the roof. Running into the room, Sruta-kirti
was greeted by a shout from Prabhupada: "Rascals!" Prabhupada picked up
a block of clay on his desk and threw it at the doorway.
"What's the matter?"
"The monkey has stolen my shoes!" said Srila Prabhupada, and
he got up and went out the door.
"Get some pera and get my cane," said Prabhupada. Sruta-kirti
went off and returned with the cane and a piece of sweet, while Srila Prabhupada
found the monkey, who was keeping just out of reach on the small concrete
roof above Prabhupada's room. With his cane in hand, Prabhupada jumped
and tried striking the monkey, but it kept out of reach, scampering back
and forth and waving the slipper in provocation.
"These monkeys are such rascals." said Prabhupada, appearing
serious and intent. Knowing well the monkey's game, Prabhupada asked
his servant to extend the sweet as a trade for the slipper. As soon
as the sweet was offered, the monkey came forward and extended the slipper.
He came closed and closer but then snatched the sweet and kept the slipper.
Three times they tried the same thing, and the monkey cheated and won each
time. Triumphantly the monkey sat back out of reach, growling and
making grinning faces. Finally, he placed the slipper in his mouth
and began chewing. Prabhupada had been keenly involved in trying
to get the slipper back, but now said, "He's ruined the shoe." The
monkey had ripped out the heel and the inner sole stuffing. Prabhupada
went back to his room and after trying a few more moves, his servant
also walked away. The monkey then dropped the shoe and ran off.
Later, a devotee climbed on the roof and brought Srila Prabhupada
the chewed slipper. Prabhupada decided to keep it and use it, even
though it was ripped and teeth marks were visible. He continued to
wear if for a year after the incident.
The devotees asked Prabhupada if it were true that the present-day
monkeys of Vrndavana were very special - were sages from past lives who
had fallen down from spiritual life and who would be liberated in their
next life. Prabhupada said "Yes". Although the monkeys are
mischievous and steal food, he said still, in Goloka Vrndavana Krsna allows
them to take butter and He Himself distributes it. Exactly who this
monkey was or what his relationship with Prabhupada was, no one could say
for sure. The only thing certain was that Prabhupada considered him
a mischievous rascal,, and that it all took place in the inconceivable
Vrndavana-dhama.
19 During a wintertime visit to Japan, Prabhupada stayed in a cottage
where the walls were made of paper. The landlord supplied a kerosene
heater, but it only warmed a small area. Prabhupada wrapped himself
in his gray wool chadar and went on translating the Bhagavatam through
the cold early-morning hours, but he remarked that it was very uncomfortable.
When devotees went to the landlord and asked for a second heater, the landlord's
wife objected. The landlord finally found a spare second heater,
but the kerosene fumes made the room too stuffy. In addition, the
house was filled with a bad odour. In that neighbourhood there was
an open sewage system: a truck was supposed to come by with a vacuum cleaner
and suck out the contents of the stool pits. But the truck hadn't
been there in over a week. In anxiety that their spiritual master
was suffering much inconvenience, the devotees went to the landlord and
pleaded with him to do something about the stench. The man was humble
and accommodating, and he respected Prabhupada as a spiritual leader.
He agreed to clean out the pits himself, using hand buckets. But
the landlord's wife again objected that her husband should make such an
extraordinary humiliating effort to accommodate Srila Prabhupada.
The man did it anyway, and the bad odour disappeared.
On Prabhupada's last evening in the paper cottage, he gave a
public lecture. The house had one floor plus a stagelike mezzanine.
The speaker's dais was set on this stage, along with a microphone.
The little dwelling was filled with guests, and Srila Prabhupada led kirtana
and then began lecturing in English, which at least some of his audience
could understand. But in the middle of his talk, the landlord's wife,
a small, middle-aged Japanese lady, entered the house and began screaming
in anger. A few devotees moved forward to stop her, but she evaded
them. She walked up onto the stage beside Srila Prabhupada, making
angry gestures and completely disrupting the meeting. Prabhupada
asked a guest who she was and what was the matter with her, and he heard
that the lady was the landlady and that she was angry that Prabhupada made
her husband clean out the stool pits. When he understood, Prabhupada
broke into a grin. He leaned forward and spoke into the microphone,
as if making an announcement. "Japanese landlady," he said, and the
audience and devotees relaxed and laughed. It was as if, by two words,
Prabhupada had made a philosophical statement, explaining the universal
phenomenon of landladies and how they had to be tolerated. After
a pause, Prabhupada continued his lecture, and the landlady who had become
disarmed by Prabhupada's smiling words, went down the stairs and left the
cottage.
20 Prabhupada was very strong in his denunciation of materialists.
He would denounce even big industrialists as thieves. Everything
belongs to Krsna, he said, and the capitalists (or communists) have take
far more than their God-given quota. Sometimes when disciples heard
Prabhupada's criticisms they wondered how they could repeat such things
to the non devotees. Prabhupada himself spoke with businessmen, and
on those occasions, devotees would see his successful method of explaining
to self-centred men the concept of isavasya, a God centred society.
One a morning walk around White Rock Lake, devotees pointed out
to Srila Prabhupada the mansion of one of the world's richest oil men.
The white building on the spacious property was barely visible in the distance
beyond the lake. Prabhupada didn't take note of it as he walked along
the shore, which was bordered on the waterside with tall palm grass, while
the road before them was littered with paper and beer cans. A devotee
described how he had tried to approach the oil billionaire to give him
a Bhagavad-gita, but he had been successful only in giving a copy to one
of the friendly entrance guards.
"What would you have said," asked Prabhupada, "if you were actually
able to see him?" About ten devotees walked with him and one spoke
out. "I would tell him that we have a school here in Dallas and that
actually we are model citizens."
"What else would you say?" Prabhupada asked. One devotee
replied that she would invite him to visit the temple, and another said
he would bring him prasadam.
"No", said Prabhupada, "you should say to him, 'You are a big
thief. You have taken for yourself so much oil which all belongs
to God. So now you will have to be punished.'" Prabhupada's
followed felt embarrassed that they had not given Prabhupada such a strong
answer, and they were also surprised. As the quiet morning walk continued,
Prabhupada went on to say one day the lord of death would come for the
oil billionaire and no entrance guards could stop him. At that time,
no matter what the richest man in the world might say, death would take
him away to face his karma.
Not long after Prabhupada's visit to Dallas, the Texas billionaire
died. Some of the devotees remembered Prabhupada's words and how
they never were able to approach the man. One of the devotees present
on the walk was Dayananda dasa, who vividly recalled this whole incident
years later, when he witnessed Prabhupada in the presence of a wealthy
industrialist.
The scene was Mayapur and Prabhupada was taking his morning walk
on the roof of the residential building. Jayapataka Swami introduced
Prabhupada to a prominent businessman who had come to visit from Calcutta.
"I am pleased to see you," said Prabhupada. "Thank you
for coming to Mayapur. So, where is your factory?"
The businessman from Calcutta, a heavy-set man in an immaculate
white dhoti, kurta and vest spoke in a loud voice.
"I manufacture glass," he said.
"Hmm," Prabhupada reflected. "So where does the glass come
from?"
The man was now walking beside Prabhupada, along with the other
devotes and friends, as they circumambulated the roof, talking and viewing
the surrounding flatlands of Mayapur.
"It is from silicon," the man replied. "It is from sand."
"Yes," said Prabhupada, "but who owns the sand?"
The Calcutta man was not only an intelligent businessman, but
he was also pious and could understand what Bhaktivedanta Swami, as guru
was driving at. He said, "Oh, the sand come from Bhagavan."
Prabhupada replied quickly, "Oh, you are stealing from Bhagavan?"
Prabhupada's retort made everyone laugh - even the industrialist
could not help but join in the laughter. After the quick exchange,
the Calcutta businessman dropped toward the back of the group and others
came forward to ask Prabhupada their philosophical questions. Prabhupada's
morning walks were often this way, fragmented conversations with different
guests and devotees, who would come forward and ask Prabhupada some query.
He would answer one after another, sometimes developing different themes,
or going from one theme to another. After walking for about a half
hour, the industrialist again moved to front for another round of questions
with Prabhupada. He had been considering what Prabhupada had said,
and he felt a little guilty.
"Swamiji," the man offered, "although I may be taking from Bhagavan,
but I am giving in charity also."
Prabhupada smiled and replied, "Oh, you are just a little thief."
Again everyone on the walk laughed at Prabhupada's last word on the subject.
Thus Srila Prabhupada showed practical application of the theoretical advice
he had given in Dallas.
21 A young California man, David Shapiro, became attracted to Srila
Prabhupada through his books and through the devotees' association.
He then moved to the Los Angeles temple at a time when Prabhupada was visiting,
but unfortunately, David's mother was outraged that her grown-up son had
chosen to become a Krsna conscious devotee. A journalist, she went
on a letter writing campaign against the Krsna consciousness movement.
She wrote letters to the newspapers and also to the government departments,
complaining that her son was practicing too much renunciation in Krsna
consciousness and she felt this was a mistreatment. David tried to
pacify her, but he was not very good at it. Most of the time he was
washing pots in the temple kitchen or going out on chanting parties downtown,
and he didn't remember or bother to phone his mother. The devotees
in the temple didn't help much, when they sometimes would forget to pass
on messages from his mother. In David's mother's letter-writing campaign
she also wrote letters to Prabhupada. Prabhupada replied to one of
her letters, but she was not interested in any dialogue or consideration
of her son's spiritual benefit as described by Prabhupada. She just
wanted her son to return.
Sensing that the Los Angeles temple could come into trouble from
this woman, the temple president asked David to leave the temple.
Although David was a submissive devotees, he refused to leave and began
to cry. He said, "I'm not initiated. I've been in this movement
for a year, but I'm not initiated, so I don't have a link to my spiritual
master. How can I leave the temple without a link? I may never
come back!" Both the temple president and David were bewildered.
Prabhupada was then informed how the boy had refused to leave, and so he
called him to his room.
David came into Prabhupada's quarters and bowed down before him,
while Prabhupada was taking prasadam.
Prabhupada spoke mildly: "So you have been having some difficulty
with your mother?'
"Yes, Srila Prabhupada."
"That's all right", said Prabhupada. "I've decided to initiate
you." Then right on the spot, without any of the usual, formal ceremony,
Prabhupada gave David his new spiritual name.
"Your name is now Nrsimhananda dasa. Is that all right?"
"Yeah, that -" David could hardly speak.
Prabhupada continued, "I'm giving you this name, Nrsimhananda,
because through this name you will always be protected from your parents."
Prabhupada then offered some prasadam from his plate to Nrsimhananda and
said, "Now you can go home and stay there from some time. That will
be all right. I think you can make vegetarian prasadam there?"
"Yes," said Nrsimhananda.
"So you can go for some time and also come back," said Prabhupada.
Nrsimhananda understood Prabhupada's desire and he had faith
that it would work. "Thank you, Srila Prabhupada," he said and left.
So David Shapiro, now Nrsimhananda dasa brahmacari, returned
to his mother's home. Ten months later, when both son and mother
had gained a more mature outlook about Krsna consciousness, Nrsimhananda
rejoined Prabhupada's movement, this time to stay.
22 Srila Prabhupada wanted devotees and guests to be attentive while
he spoke on the Bhagavad-gita and Srimad Bhagavatam. One time when
Prabhupada objected to a baby's crying, a person in the audience challenged,
"If you are a guru, why are you disturbed?" Prabhupada replied that
it was the audience who was disturbed from attentive hearing and that was
why he had asked that the baby's noises be stopped. Even when Prabhupada
spoke Hindi, which most of his disciples could not understand, he expected
them to stay and be quiet. He said that even if they couldn't understand
the language, the sound vibration would purify them.
One time in New Delhi, while Prabhupada was speaking to a government
minister and other guests in his room, two of his disciples created a disturbance.
Brahmananda Swami was ill and needed the address of a doctor, so he entered
the room to catch Teja's attention. At first Teja didn't want to
speak at all, but Brahmananda insisted and poked him in the side.
Tejas turned and gave the address of the doctor, but Brahmananda requested
more information, and the two of them began to argue. In response
to the disturbance,, Prabhupada stopped speaking. When the devotees
looked at him, he was staring at the spot on the ceiling just above where
they were sitting. Prabhupada then lowered his vision from the ceiling
and looked straight at steady at the two offending disciples. "It
is very annoying to me," said Prabhupada. He shook his head with
displeasure and added, "It is very disconcerting." These last words
were spoken in a soft tome, but with anger. The atmosphere of the
room became very tense. The distinguished guests were looking at
the boys and Prabhupada, and the boys were devastated. Prabhupada's
displeasure continued unrelieved until suddenly another devotee entered
the room and announced "Prabhupada, the car is ready." Only by Prabhupada's
rising to exit for another engagement did he release his disciples from
his instructive displeasure.
In 1960 when Prabhupada stayed at John Lennon's estate, he liked
to walk in the misty morning through the gardens and groves.
It was there that Prabhupada met the head gardener, an old English gentleman
who used to wear a tweed suit jacket even when digging in the earth.
The gardener had shown no interest in the philosophy or the devotees, but
when Prabhupada came he was interested to meet him. On Prabhupada's
first morning walk the head gardener presented himself in a gentlemanly
way, wearing a long black coat, black hat, and wellington boots.
"I am the head gardener here." said the man. Prabhupada
said he was glad to meet him and asked him, "What are you growing?"
The gardener eagerly showed Prabhupada some of the plants and fruits he
was raising in the greenhouse, including watermelons and varieties of flowers.
He also pulled out trays from underneath a greenhouse table and showed
Prabhupada his mushrooms.
"O, we do not eat this," said Prabhupada. "This is fungus."
The man admitted that it was a fungus. Prabhupada explained that
mushrooms do not have a good taste, and because they grow in a dark, damp
place, they are considered food in the mode of ignorance. Srila Prabhupada
then suggested that the gardener should try to grow ladyfingers, but the
man didn't know what Prabhupada meant. Prabhupada pointed to his
own fingers. "You should grow these ladyfingers." He gave the
Hindi word, bhindi, which the man also couldn't understand. Finally
the gardener understood that Prabhupada was talking about okra. Prabhupada
asked if the man could grow mangoes, but he said he couldn't, not even
in the greenhouse.
"What is your age?" asked Prabhupada.
The gardener replied that he was sixty-six.
Prabhupada said, "DO you still have all your teeth?"
The gardener seemed to be a little embarrassed, but replied,
"No, I don't. I have all false teeth."
"My age is seventy-two," said Prabhupada, "but I have all my
teeth." Prabhupada opened his mouth and showed.
The gardener replied, I've lost all my teeth because I like sweet
things too much."
"I also like sweets", said Prabhupada. "I eat many sweets
myself - rasagulla, gulabjamuns. But I am eating the right kind of
sweets. You should also eat these sweets."
After that, when taking his morning walk, Prabhupada regularly
greeted the gardener with a few words, or at least, whenever the gardener
was working at a distance, they exchanged a wave of hands. |