TESTED

Operation Rescue
Punk Rock Song
Tomorrow
A Walk
God Song
Pity The Dead
One Thousand More Fools
Drunk Sincerity
Generator
Change Of Ideas
Portrait Of Authority
What It Is
Dream Of Unity
Sanity
American Jesus
Do What You Want
Part III
10 In 2010
No Direction
Along The Way
Recipe For Hate
Fuck Armageddon
It's Reciprocal
Struck A Nerve
Leave Mine To Me
Tested
No Control

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Operation Rescue

it's an s.o.s sent out telepathically, signs of our distress don't allow complacency, we need restoration now of our integrity and a drastic bold reminder of our morality, the rectifying troop is here, the ones we have needed all these years to stop the heinous wrongdoings and verify our moral benevolence as a people, operation rescue, they're here to right our fall, they have heard a troubled call, operation rescue, you may wonder where they come from, but i just wonder why they're here at all, life ever-after is what they're in business for, see them brandish the key to their kingdoms door, it's persuasive, it's a part of you and me but it's not overwhelming as they wish it to be, if no one believed in fairy tales there would be nothing they could do but fail yet everywhere we look someone is trying to reassure our moral benevolence as a people, operation rescue..... you may wonder where they come from, but i just wonder what compels them all

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Punk Rock Song

have you been to the desertkilled for their bread and the figures don't lie they speak of ? have you walked with the dead? there's a hundred thousand children being human disease but we do what we want and we think what we please have you lived the experience? have you witnessed the plague? people making babies sometimes just to escape in this land of competition the compassion is gone yet we ignore the needy and we keep pushing on we keep pushing on this is just a punk rock song written for the people who can see somethingbut there's so many other fuckin' insects out there and this is 's wrong like ants in a colony we do our share just a punk rock song our share but there's so many other fuckin' robots out there) have you visited the quagmire? have you (like workers in a company we do swam in the shitthe party conventions and the real politik the faces always different, the rhetoric the same but we swallow it, and we see nothing change nothing ? has changedbig strong people unwilling to give small in vision and perspective one ... 10 million dollars on a losing campaign 20 million starving and writhing in pain in five kids below the poverty line one population runnin' out of time

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Tomorrow

every day we profit so, leaning towards the great unknown, asking how it pertains to tomorrow aim for places we've not been, trample paths that go between, yesterdays foundations and tomorrow it's the way they say it's got to be, we spear ahead and forge our destiny, who do they represent?, who do you believe?, make a sound decision for others to heed try to set a faster pace, try to build a master race, one that will make a contribution to tomorrow it's the way they say it's got to be, we put aside our fears and make history, the clothes are in the dryer and the writing is on the wall we're doing everything we can stop this fall everyday we profit so, leaning towards the great unknown

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A Walk

i'm going for a walk not the after dinner kind i'm gonna use my hands and i'm gonna use my mind and who the hell are you to tell me what to do? you can't even tie your own haggard shoes your closet is a mess, and your backyard's falling down and i have no grand ideas or intentions of sticking around i'm gonna build a world independant and exempt all alone i'll be an empire with no mortgage and no rent and i don't need to live in your stinking zoo you can't even feed the animals donated to you your storage sheds are ramshackled, flies decorate the walls and you expect me to die here in this shit-filled tiny stall? and i know you're watching! everything i do call me threat to your children call me socially unglued call me master of insanity, unable to relate call me lazy, bane, and filthy call me monstrous reprobate i'm going for a walk and there's nothing you can do 'cuz i don't have to live like you so i'm going for a walk

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God Song

and did those feet in ancient times trod america's pastures of green? and did that anthropocentric god wane with their thoughts and beliefs all unseen? i don't think so, he's up there with the others lying low, vying with those who you've traded your life to bless your soul, and have they told you how to think, cleansed your mind of sepsis and autonomy? or have you escaped scrutiny, and regaled yourself with depravity? now we all see, "religion is just synthetic frippery, unnecessary in our expanding global culture efficiency" and don't you fear this impasse we have built to our future? ever so near, and oh so austere

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Pity The Dead

there's a boy in crimson rags with a grimace and a spoon, and a little sullen girl face-up staring at the moon and there's no one around to hear their lonesome cries then they pass away alone into the night why do we pity the dead? are you churned by emotion from voices in your head? (are you scared of the logic that swirls within your head) look at all the living and you'll ask yourself why oh why do we pity the dead? pity the dead! well, you've seen the disease, suffering and decay, and you whisper to yourself blissfully "it's okay" and you still refuse the possibility that the dead are better off than we tell me what you see, tell me what you know is there anyone who lives a painless life? if there is show me so the destitute and famished, demonic and the banished, dejected and the ostracized, the brainwashed and the paralyzed, the conquered and objectified, the few who see the other side tell me what you see! it's a mortal wretched cacophony in the end you may find there's no guiding subtle light, no ancestors or friends, no judge of wrong or right just eternal silence and dormancy and a final everlasting peace

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1000 More Fools

i heard them say that the meek shall reign on earth, phantasmal myriads of sane bucolic, i've seen the rapture in a starving baby's eyes, inchoate beatitude, the lord of the flies, so what does it mean when your mind starts to stray? kaleidoscopic images of love on the way, brother you'd better get down on your knees and pay, 1000 more fools are being born every fucking day, they try to tell me that the lamb is on the way, with microwave transmissions they bombard us every day, the masses are obsequious, contented in their sleep, the vortex of their minds ensconced within the murky deep

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Drunk Sincerity

the smell of virgin pages wafted through the swinging doors and the croaking speech he'd heard from countries counsellors before they said "we all care for you, we know how you suffer but i know you can succeed, i used to have it so much rougher" there's hope in the words and emotion in the eyes it's so easy to be misled by the savvy gentle guise and like fools we trust the delivery but it's all just drunk sincerity in maternal family assembly poised regarding the blue tube the numbers crept up higher and the hawks stayed out of view then the generals said "we don't want our boys dead your sons and your husbands will be coming back heroes soon" with steam, heat, and rhythm in the back seat of the car and adolescent perspective projecting life's forecast to the stars you heard love from the lips and you were rapt by the hips and the promise was eternal but you couldn't see that far

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Generator

like a rock, like a planet, like a fucking atom bomb, i'll remain unperturbed by the joy and the madness that i encounter everywhere i turn, i've seen it all before, in books and magazines, like a twitch before dying, like a pornographic sea, there's a flower behind the window, there's an ugly laughing man, like a hummingbird in silence, like the blood on my door, it's the generator oh yeah, oh yeah, like the blood on my door, wash me clean and i will run until i reach the shore, i've known it all along like the bone under my skin, like actors in a photograph, like paper in the wind, there's a hammer by the window, there's a knife on the floor, like turbines in darkness, like the blood on my door, it's the generator

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Change Of Ideas

well the sheaves have all been brought, but the fields have washed away, and the palaces now stand where the coffins all were laid, and the times we see ahead we must glaze with rosy hues for we don't wish to admit what it is we have to lose millennia in coming, the modern age is here, it sanctifies the future yet renders us with fear, so many theories, so many prophecies, what we do need is a change of ideas, when we're scared, we can hide in our reveries, but what we need is a change of ideas, change of ideas, change of ideas, what we need now is a change of ideas

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Portrait Of Authority

nothing more, nothing less, an icon on the wall, decoration and duress, that which many strive to be, it's the marble statue standing over me, and nobody has the will to tear it down, it determines wrong and right, but to me it's just a stereotype and it makes us lose our sight the portrait of authority, you tell me that's what i'm supposed to be (it embodies what he cannot be) another time, another man, an oppressive intrusion and a plague across his land, and it haunts him every day, it tells him he has no chance his hopes just fades away, and he lives his life prepared to tear it down, but he can't muster the support, and to him it's just a stereotype of his life-long fight

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What It Is

there's a purpose, there's a goal, there's a virtuos, and immoral, there's a reason for all of this, and i don't know what it is i am one, and plural too, i accept them but they exclude, i could make sense of all of this, but i don't know what it is the seeds of inspiration never germinated in my mind, the beacon of awakening is somewhere that i can't find, so i don't know what it is there's a beginning, and there's an end, there's a climax, some would contend, there's a way to signify this, but i don't know what it is

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Dream Of Unity

i had a dream of unity where we would walk side by side but today i see that it's only me just tryin' to get by sometimes we strive undeterred to walk as one toward our goals but as people stray toward more selfish ways we see we have no control i had a dream of unity where we would walk side by side but today i see that it's only me just tryin' to get by just tryin' to get by

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Sanity

there's a watch in my pocket and its hands are broken, the face is blank but the gears are turning, confusion is a fundamental state of mind, it doesn't really matter what i'm figuring out, i'm guaranteed to wind up in a state of doubt, and sanity is a full-time job, in a world that's always changing, and sanity is a state of mind that you believe in, sanity there's a shadow on the wall where the paint is peeling, my body's moving forward but my mind is reeling, depression is a fundamental state of being, it doesn't really matter how my day has turned out, i always end up living in this world of doubt

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American Jesus

i don't need to be a global citizen, because i'm blessed by nationality, i'm a member of a growing populace, we enforce our popularity there are things that seem to pull us under and there are things that drag us down, but there's a power and a vital presence that's lurking all around we've got the american jesus see him on the interstate, we've got the american jesus he helped build the president's estate i feel sorry for the earth's population 'cuz so few live in the u.s.a, at least the foreigners can copy our morality, they can visit but they cannot stay, only precious few can garner the prosperity, it makes us walk with renewed confidence, we've got a place to go when we die and the architect resides right here we've got the american jesus bolstering national faith we've got the american jesus overwhelming millions every day he's the farmer barren fields, (in god) the force the army wields, (we trust) the expression in the faces of the starving millions, (because he's one of us) the power of the man (break down) he's the fuel that drives the clan, (cave in) he's the motive and the conscience of the murderer (we can redeem your sins) he's the preacher on tv, (strong heart) the false sincerity, (clear mind) the form letters that written by the big computers, (and infinitely kind) he's the nuclear bombs, (you lose) and the kids with no moms (we win) and i'm fearful that he's inside me (he is our champion)

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Do What You Want

hey, do what you want, but don't do it around me idleness and dissipation breed apathy, i sit on my ass all god damn day a misanthropic anthropoid with nothing to, say what you must, do all you can, break all the fucking rules and go to hell with superman and die like a champion hey, i don't know if the billions will survive, but i'll believe in god when one and one are five my moniker is man and i'm rotten to the core i'll tear down the building just to pass thru the door

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Part III

the final page is written in the books of history, as man unleashed his deadly bombs and sent troops overseas to fight a war which can't be won and kills the human race, a show of greed and ignorance, man's quest for dominance. they say when a mistake is made, a lesson can be learned. but this time, there's no turning back, the hate engulfs the world. a million lives are lost each day, a city slowly burns, a mother holds her dying child, but no one is concerned! they say when a mistake is made, a lesson can be learned. but this time, there's no turning back, the hate engulfs the world. a million lives are lost each day, a city slowly burns, a mother holds her dying child, but no one is concerned!

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10 In 2010

parched, cracked mouths, empty swollen guts sun-baked pavement encroaches on us haves and have-nots together at last brutally engaged in mortal combat 10 in 2010 what kind of god orchestrates such a thing? 10 in 2010 ten billion people all suffering 10 in 2010 truth is not an issue just hungry mouths to feed 10 in 2010 forget what you want, scrounge the things you need happy and content it can't happen to you 10 in 2010 fifteen years we'll think of a solution 10 in 2010 it won't just appear in one day 10 in 2010 for ten in twenty-ten we're well on our way like piercing ear darts, i heard the news today 10 in 2010 10 billion people...coming your way

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No Direction

a sullen figure walks along a dusty road, his life was holy and he couldn't bear the load, he left his people and simple life behind, he raised his torso and looked into the sky, shouting his questions, looking for directions, "what do i do now?" now a confused schoolgirl stares at the t.v. tray, the stresses of maturing compound every day, she glances up to see her favorite video, and gets ideas from madonna's nasty clothes, in need of affection, she craves a direction, her heroes offer her, everyone's looking for something, and they assume somebody else knows what it is, no one can live without the decisions of their own, it seems so they look to someone else, to tell them what to do, tell'em what to wear, tell'em what to say, tell'em how to act and think and compel others compulsively until the world is all like them a righteous student came and asked me to reflect, he judged my lifestyle was politically incorrect, i don't believe in self important folks who preach, no bad religion song can make your life complete, prepare for rejection, you'll get no direction from me, you'll get no direction from me

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Along The Way

i refuse to abuse what is kind to the muse, but it's there and it's happening to me along the way. as we go through the snow, we cannot forget our foes, but the dinner's always waiting at the table 'long the way, yeah. what you see, not for me, isn't what you planned to be, but you'll have what you wanted in the end along the way. and we'll try as we cry and our brothers pass us by, to be strong through the ages of our tears along the way, yeah. now we grow as we show that the morals we must know will be shapen and mistaken by the falls along the way. but forget, don't regret, to find love and happiness unless you're willing to be strong when they are gone along the way. like tommy, you are free, and you will not follow me, until we see each other once more on the path along the way.

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Recipe For Hate

can't you feel it, can't you see it the promise of prosperity, it's overwhelming you and me it afflicts us like a disease, ubiquitous compelling too we cling to you like crazy glue, and inject such a potent seed it's best for all humanity, the spread of culture, the sword of progress, the vector of suffrage a warm and septic breeze, the pomp and elation, the duty and vocation, the blood of the hybrid it's just a recipe re-living our ancestry the frightful lack of harmony, our fore-fathers who led the way, their victims are still here today, now it's time to erase the story of our bogus fate, our history as it's portrayed it's just a recipe for hate

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Fuck Armageddon

there's people out there that say i'm no good, 'cause i don't believe the things that i should, and when the final conflict comes, i'll be so sorry i did wrong, and hope and pray that our lord god will think i'm good. countries manufacture bombs and guns to kill your brother for something that he hasn't even done. smog is ruining my lungs, but they aren't sorry they've done wrong, they hide behind their lies that they're helping everyone. in the end the good will go to heaven up above, the bad will perish in the depths of hell how can hell be any worse when life alone is such a curse? fuck armageddon, this is hell we're living in the denoument of the battle's gripping awe, so what's the use of being good to satisfy them all? how could hell be any worse? 'cisco is such a curse! fuck armageddon, this is hell

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It's Recriprocal

hoarding turns allure to discontent altruism's a grind all it's own morning makes you know your in a cell but love is just as pure as you both because it's reciprocal, it's reciprocal it's reciprocal, it's reciprocal when true love is metaphysical venal desires we learn to beset you and me we've got a special thing but i want you to never forget it's reciprocal, it's reciprocal it's reciprocal, it's reciprocal each bedtime i stir with regret guilty and vain, hoping for retribution charity's immune from my demands i don't expect a thing from the weak but you my love are measured and compared predisposed to my profane decree it's reciprocal, it's reciprocal it's reciprocal, it's reciprocal

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Struck A Nerve

there's an old man on a city bus holding a candy cane, and it isn't even christmas, he sees a note in the obituary that his last friend has died, there's an infant clinging to his overweight mother as they go to shop for cigarettes, and she spends her last dollar for a bottle of vodka for tonight and i guess it struck a nerve, like i had to squint my eyes, you can never get out of the line of sight, like a barren winter day, or a patch of unburned green, like a tragic real dream, i guess it struck a nerve every day i wander in negative disposition, as i'm bombarded by superlatives, realizing very well that i'm not alone, introverted i look to tomorrow for salvation, but i'm thinking altruistically, and a wave of overwhelming doubt turns me to stone and i guess it struck a nerve, sent a murmur through my heart, we just haven't got time to crack the maze, like a magic speeding clock, or a cancer in our cells, a collision in the dark, i guess it struck a nerve i try to close my eyes, but i cannot ignore the stimuli, if there's a purpose for us all it remains a secret to me, don't ask me to justify my life

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Leave Mine To Me

there are desperate times upon us, there are codes of white and black, political resentment and people start to crack, there's hate and opposition, there's fumbling dialog, yet you sit there and judge me and you think it makes a difference if you think i'm all alone you are foolishly wrong, there's an entire army who blindly follow along, and you happen to be one of them believe it or not, even though you try not to be we are of the same plague the other ways we're taught to fear, don't even scratch the surface of the problem here, i'm not blind, and i'm not scared, so many crucial factors exist out there, and we're but one, and they're bout two, and how we come to terms will help us pull through things cannot change too fast, it took us this much time, to reach our current platform and walk this fragile line, if i thought i'd make a difference i'd kill myself today, but so many are like me lost in the fray you create your own reality, and leave mine to me

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Tested

they say there's a place free of trouble and care and you have to pass a test for to make it there it has something to do with the road that's straight and narrow and the only way to go it is by being being right and thorough there's always one more hill to climb there's always one more hill to climb bombarded by multiple choices 24/7 navigating a tangled web of logic and passion guided by subconscious voices, astute and sharpened tested, tested often times we may be wonder what we're supposed to do stand and deliver or see the conflict through and as we long and proceed to build our castles in the sky our plans get confounded and determination dies there's no preparation and no guide just what you've done before here with your life bombarded by multiple choices 24/7 navigating a tangled web of logic and passion guided by subconscious voices, astute and sharpened tested, tested oh oh oh acting on will, the test is the reaction opening your heart, the test is the emotion rolling the dice, the test is the agility burning out your mind, the test is the recovery watch-o! you can play by the rules or bend them to your knees but the test isn't over til you reach your dark eternal sleep there are no absolutes, no big wheels in the sky you don't have to be first just gotta somehow get by yeah bombarded by multiple choices 24/7 navigating a tangled web of logic and passion guided by subconscious voices astute and sharpened tested, tested

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No Control

culture was the seed of proliferation but it has gotten melded into an inharmonic whole, consciousness has plagued us and we can not shake it, though we think we're in control questions that besiege us in life are testament of our helplessness, there's no vestige of a beginning, no prospect of an end (hutton, 1795), when we all disintegrate it will all happen again, time is so rock solid in the minds of the hoards but they can't explain why it should slip away, history and future are the comforts of our curiosity but here we are rooted in the present day if you came to conquer you'll be king for a day, but you too will deteriorate and quickly fade away, and believe these words you hear when you think your path is clear.... we have no control, we do not understand, you have no control, you are not in command

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