INTERNAL SABOTEUR

-Lyrics-

ENAMEL SCAR
from M.O.I. "Internal Saboteur" 1996 - CNTP06

NOBODY CAN COME AND SEEK ME
SO LONG TIME HAS PASSED BY NOW
NOBODY CAN COME AND SEEK ME
I'LL BE LIKE GRAINS OF HEIL MORTIFIED BY THE WIND

WHEN THE WORD HAS LOST ITS MEANING
AND THE SCRAPS OF MEMORIES COLLAPSE
AND INSTICT BURNING MIND
EVERYTHING TURNS INTO SICKNESS AND DISTORTION

FLOWING UNDER WALLS OF ICE
WITH LORDLINESS, I LICK MY LIPS

THERE ARE TEARS IN BETWEEN THE STEPS
IN HOUSE PERMEATED BY REPENTANCE
YOU PLAYED MY GUIDE
BUT I'M NOT HIDING [FROM DESTRUCTION]

FLOWING UNDER WALLS OF ICE
YOU KILL A BODY, I LICK MY LIPS

TOTEMIC WORSHIP
from M.O.I. "Internal Saboteur" 1996 - CNTP05

 THIS TIME I FOUND IT
SUBSTITUTE SYNTHETIC
IT MIRRORS A DEEP TRANSPARENCE
SO I WILL NEVER CATCH THE SENSE OF MY
EDIFYING EFFORTS TO GET ADRENERGIC STATES

ASSONOMETRIC VIEWS VACOUS AND VAIN

LIKE ICON OF DISCOMFORT, FLAT IMAGES OF PAIN
EPHEMERAL ADVANTAGE, MY SCANNING THROUGH YOU
EPHEMERAL ADVANTAGE, WHEN I SEE INSIDE OF YOU

TOTEMIC WORSHIP THROUGH WHICH I CAN REACH
A SYNAESTHESIA TO
DISPLAY THE FEEL
TO DISPLAY THE REAL

I AM PUSHING MYSELF IN
DEVICE WITH ENVELOPES TOO BRIEF
WITCHERY IN THE NAME OF SURGERY ?
MY TECHNOFETISH IS A PLEXIGLAS PRISM

CONSCIENCE IS NOW FRAGMENTED
PERCEPTION IS ENDING
SYSTEMATICALLY I START LOOSING UNDERSTANDING
EPHEMERAL ADVANTAGE, MY SCANNING THROUGH YOU
EPHEMERAL ADVANTAGE, WHEN I SEE INSIDE OF YOU.

PHENOMENON-FIELD [Esoroom edit]
from M.O.I. "Internal Saboteur" 1996 - CNTP05

PURPLE WAVES IN COUNTRY WALLS
TODAY IS THE DAY
MACHINES ARE MAKING THEIR WAY

EXTENSION OF MIND NIGHT DREAMS
INTENTION IS FLOATING
IN VOICES WE TRUST, IN GHOSTS WE TRUST

TIME ROSE ITS HANDS
AND MADE US FREE TO ENHANCE
WE GOT ELECTRIFIED, YOU GET ELECTRIFIED

NEGATIVE FEEDBACK [re-fed]
from M.O.I. "Internal Saboteur" 1996 - CNTP05

THE HUMAN RACE, THE RACE OF HUMANS
THIS COMPETITION REDEFINING YOU
YOUR EFFIGY IS DYING DOWN
THIS CORROSION I CAN'T STAY WITHOUT

YOU CAN'T BREATH, YOU CAN'T TELL
I'M SURE AGGRESSION WILL BE YOUR DEFENCE
YOUR AIM TO MENACE MY GRANITE STRENGTH
THIS NEGATIVE FEEBACK IS KILLING YOU

HOW GREED WE ARE TO HIDE OUR FACE
BENEATH THE SMELL OF A SWEET PRAISE
IN WET PRAYERS WITH HANDSOME GRACE
HOW SINISTER WE GET TO CELEBRATE AGAIN

BLUE
from M.O.I. "Internal Saboteur" 1996 - CNTP05

SETTLED IN STALE ROOTS
COMBINATE CONNECTED
SOME RESIDUAL IN THE ORGANISM
AFFECTED, ADDICTED

YOUR IMPRUDENCE HAS GONE TOO FAR
ENSIGN OF SCANTY EVIDENCE
YOU'RE ANIMAL DESTRUCTIVE
AND BISHOP OF AVOIDANCE

MY LITTLE BLOODSUCKER
ONE THING I'M GOING TO TELL YOU
AND I THINK LAST TIME I WAS NOT SO DELIRIOUS
IN THE ISLE OF CONTEMPLATION
I CAUGHT YOUR WORDS
AND I THINK LAST TIME I WASN'T SO DRASTICALLY SERIOUS

CHECKMATE TO THE INITIATIVE I TAKE
I USED TO CALL YOU THE "INTERNAL SABOTEUR"
IN THE CORNERS OF MY PRISON CELL
YOU PROUDLY ROSE THOUSANDS OF CELLOPHANE FLOWERS
WITH A CARE SO DECEITFUL
AND THE STRAIN INTENSIFIES, NOW THE ENDLESS
SCREAM OF CONSCIENCE IS YOURS
TO BE SWALLOWED
AND I GUESS LAST TIME I WASN'T SO ECSTATICALLY ENLIGHTENED.

IN THIS STATE DISCRETE
I DECLARE YOUR DEFEAT